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it's weird, i mean yeah i miss you, but it's soo much more than that. i miss the way my heart just stopped at the sight of you and your smile but the sad part is, it's not only your smile thats missing, mine is too. the one that is only there, when your's is.

i now compare all guys to you and you know what? they never measure up, not even close.. and the sad thing is that most of them are probably "better" than you.. but i just cant see it.

i'm scared that i'm going to end up all alone. i'm scared that i'm always going to be the friend, someone's sister, or "confident". but never quite someone's everything. mostly i'm scared that i'm never going to meet another guy that i'll love as much as i love you.

Want to know something? The time I was with you was the happiest I've been in a long time. That's part of the reason it's so hard to get over you and move on, because you were such a significant part of my life and the thought of losing you killed me. Now, I feel like I'm never going to be happy again, at least not as happy as I was with you. To tell you the truth, I would give anything to get back that time, even go through the hurt again.

you might not be his first, his last, or his only. he's cared about someone else before and possibly will again, but if he cares for you now, what else matters? he's not perfect and you aren't either. and the two of you will never be perfect, but if he can make you laugh at least once, hold onto him and give him the most you can. he is probably not going to quote poetry, he might not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. so don't hurt him, don't change him and don't expect more than he can give. don't over analyze. smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there.

i think sometimes you love someone so much, you have to be numb to it, because if you actually felt how much you loved them, it would kill you.
- Riding In Cars With Boys

Cause like you said, this is it. This is life. and i'm in love with you. i think that's the only thing i've ever been really sure of in my entire life.
- Garden State

we may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for for the first time let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are.
- Garden State

you can't help who you love, you're not supposed to.
- Save the Last Dance

remember when you told me that you'd never be able to trust me again? That was definitely among the top five worst moments of my life.
- Dawson's Creek

what hurts more than losing you, is knowing you're not fighting to keep me.

something tells me that whatever happens with us, whether we stay together or go our seperate ways, no matter what, neither one of us will ever forget the time we spent together.

i'm glad you're happy. i can't say that i'm completely happy for you but i guess that's just a part of life, i'll always have feeligns for you but the rest of the world is forcing me to move on.

i probably shouldn't be telling you this but no matter what you do to me, i'm still here. for some crazy reason i'll stick around through the bad times and the fights. i'll make up excuses for why you didn't call, why you never cared; i'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away. i think i'm just staying around so that one day when i finally do leave for good, you'll look back and say wow, that girl really did love me.

people say it's hard to get over your first love.. but, i've learned it's even harder to get over your true love.

it's so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the
back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an
exception.

I sometimes feel a little jealous inside imagining someone else could please you
more than me. I guess its my insecurity acting up a bit because I know im not the
most beautiful most fun or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet. but, I do
know that no matter how hard and long you search you'll never find someone who loves you as much as I do.

you and I never had it easy. We had to work
so hard and everytime it feels like we're
going to make it thats when it all falls apart.
but i'm not afraid. I`ll take my chances with you.