Xanga Icons on a Blog: Been A While

Miss me? Probably not. No one's there anyway.

& he's the kinda guy where
i check my cell phone
for a missed call
right after i get out of the shower

I'm scared,
because I don't want anyone else to have your heart

logic and expierence doesnt matter.
all that matters is the way you felt,
the first time you knew it was love

We're friends, real friends.
& that means, no matter how long it takes,
when you finally do decide to look back,
I'll be here.

don't get attached.
you know better than anyone
what happens when you get attached

this has been the best years of our lives.
let's pray that we can
say these words forever.
the days are running shorter by the hour.
we'll look back and realize this was all we had.

Remember when we said goodbye?
I wiped my tears. You didn't cry.

i'll miss the fireworks burning in those eyes

sometimes you make me so mad
i wanna push you onto incoming traffic
but then i realize i`d kill myself
trying to save you

you may think i don't still think about you
or that i've completly left you behind
but believe me, you're all i see
and everything i wish i could have
whenever you walk by

i had you, and then i had him
and you're probably thinking
i've completly left this behind
but i want you to know
my feelings havn't changed one bit

i'm gonna miss our late night talks
and how everyday you seemed to make my problems disappear
you're my best friend, and i don't ever want to lose you

and when it comes the time
that you have to leave
i know i'm gonna break down
but for now i'm just trying to live life as best i can
and spend every spare moment with you
that i can get

nothing could ever replace that feeling i had
from the day you told me
things would never work out for her
because you were completly in love with me

they were best friends
she loved him but he never said the same back
until something hit him when he was holding another girl in his arms
and he realized just how much he wished that girl was actually her

it feels amazing that we're back together
this was all i really wanted
but knowing what you did behind my back the first time
leaves me a little hestitant
to give you all of my heart again

before i got to bed i turned on my radio
& listened to a song that reminds me of you

And if this is ever meant to end,
then I hope it ends where it began.
So hot with love, we burned our hands.

she hasn't smiled much lately
& she doesnt know why.

And without you by my side
it's like preschool all over again.
you dont know anyone, your shy, and
all you want to do is cuddle up with the
person who left you.

Calling you up
And over the phone I hear,
"tell her I'm not home"
Are you afraid to hear me crying?
Or is it that you're just used to lying?

For a brief shining moment in my life I
found everything that I could ever
want wrapped up in something I
could never have

smile so the tears won't fall.
laugh like you don't hurt at all.
fake it so he'll never know;
that you still haven't let him go.

for what its worth ive always admired you

You're letting her think you're emotionally available.
You're letting her think she has a chance.
And there is nothing worse in the world
than thinking you have a chance when you really don't.

I hate that feeling
when you look around
and you're the only one without someone to love.

& your slow shaking fingertips
show that you're scared like me
so let's pretend we're alone.

i knew from the begining that you
were just a flirt & yet i fell in love with you

so talk, come on and open up.
it's only me, the same old me.
the one you used to love

the worst feeling in the world,
is to know that the guy that you
want to talk to about your problem,
is the problem.

it's those things you hate about yourself,
that someday someone will love about you

&& I wonder if its okay to
cry over you. Cause we
were never anything special
I just thought we could be.

Better never to have met you
in my dreams then to wake up and reach
for hands that are not there.

she admit her feelings for him
she just couldn't hold it in anymore
she hoped to god she wasn't too late
but he turned his back and walked away

i guess they loved at different times
just couldn't seem to get that timing right

I still remember every last expression on your face.
Sorrowful goodbyes and lost words Of hope and relization
I cant believe i miss you this damn much.