Monday, April 10, 2006

My Goodness....

You know how some things get better the more experienced you get?
Like, you start to care less or it starts to hurt less?
Like, when you know that thing is about to happen, you brace yourself?


Yeah, this isn't like that at all.



You figure it out.

Oh look, icons and quotes.
How nice.

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Think of me as you undo her dress.
I hope you hear my voice as you kiss her neck
And as lust is screaming for release
I hope to God you’re remembering me

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my theory was that if i stayed away from you, maybe you would realize what you were missing.

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don’t you miss the nights we used to talk for hours
& i held my phone up to my music saying
" this is the part of the song that reminds me of you "

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Don't start today with the broken pieces of yesterday.

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Mark the places in my book with photographs we never took.

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When I think of you I think of....Holding hands at the movies, kissing in the rain, lying underneath the stars, feeling no pain, dancing in the moonlight, and you running your fingers through my hair, walking at the mall leaving all others to stare and then I think of the fact that stops us is that I am not good enough for you and never will be.

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I didn’t say I wanted to be your whole life.

Just your favorite part.


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I never thought I’d risk the chance of getting hurt again.

But when I’m with you.

Everything’s different.


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I just want this to be one time.

Where someone is afraid to lose me.


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Don’t promise me forever.

Promise me you’ll try.


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Let’s go dance in the rain and fall in love.

Break each other’s hearts with a tragic goodbye.

Then tomorrow, we can do it all again.


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Now, there is no way to change this.
So, I just photographed and framed it and it's hanging
in a hallway, that we have no right to walk back down.


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you`re a jerk, an asshole, and immature. you don`t
make sense, &sometimes i just wanna strangle you.
but on top of that.. i just wanted to let you know
that you are my everything.


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You can be my hopeless romantic
and i could be your classic disaster.


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and tonight, darling ;;
I won't sleep.
I'm going to try my best
and prevent
those
dreams of you.


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I love you in a "I wish a car would hit you" kind of way.


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i wanted you to fight for me.
i wanted you to say that there was
no one else that you could ever be with,

and that you wanted to be with me.
but perhaps i asked too much of you.


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so talk,
come on and open up.
it's only me.
it's the same old me.
the one you used to love.


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always the same--the guy letting go
while the girl fights a battle so he'll hold on..
but the thing is, all the girl really
is get over it, so she can let go, too wants to do

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so here's to the late night phone calls,
&& laughing for no reason.
here's to the times we spent all night
talking about absolutly nothing,
and the random 'i love you 's'
and the sound of my heart
breaking in two when you said
you loved someone new.

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i know you won't call
and you probably don`t care
but i really miss having you here..

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Day by day, nothing seems to change
But in the end, nothing's the same

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I mean how much more obvious
can I make it
without telling you?

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Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable

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We fall like shooting stars &
autumn leaves, staying up
later than the streetlights.

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guess in the end people become
the people they promised they'd never be

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It's almost like you
had it planned, its like
you took my hand
and said, "hey, I'm about
to screw you over big time."

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&& I'll admit it, even though
I don't want to..
I loved you, everytime I said I
D I D N T

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It's just how she lives..
Loving all the wrong people
& wishing all the wrong things.

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let`s just take one more ride; you & me.
we can laugh, sing, and joke just like old
times – like nothing ever went wrong & no
hearts were ever broken

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i like that you ramble when you`re nervous.
i like that i know that you ramble when you`re nervous.
i like that i still make you nervous

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think of me as you undo her dress.
i hope you hear my voice as you kiss her neck.
&as lust is screaming for release,
i hope to God you`re remembering me

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no, i don`t know how to hold you without shaking.

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&remember you`re still young enough to fall
in &out of love a few more times before you
get it just right. it doesn`t sound fun but trust
me
, it`s worth it .. every single time

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its the way that i can be a total loser around you,
yet you still make me feel so beautiful,
that makes me think it could be love

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When you're still smiling about something
that happened two days ago
you know there's something more to this

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She waited all this time
&& you never did call

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Tonight I prayed the car would crash
and you'd hear the news
Then maybe you'd think of me,
As much as I thought of you

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It's so much easier to say
I don't like him
then to explain the reasons
why I still do

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Everyday i'm going to get up and live.
I'm going to breathe, even smile.
And maybe one day i'll have a reason to

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and nobody knows that i still
fall asleep thinking about you

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i was thinking about how it drives me crazy
just to feel your hand in mine
and how simple that is.
and i thought about saying no to hope,
but i have this funny habit
of putting pictures up on the wall
of you & me

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&*he whispered to her;;
"the only way i could ever hurt you-
is by holding you hand too tight"

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Everytime she laughs. Everytime she smiles.
She hopes, she prays that he'll be watching,
be wondering, who could make her this
happy? [ The truth is -No one's replaced him,
no one ever could. It just hurts less this way


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You know that boy that you can never get

out of your head? The one that seems to
relate to everything you do, every song,

every word? The one that, at the mere
mention of his name, your entire face lights

up? The one that has full capacity to break
your heart
..Yeah, that's you


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don't flatter yourself, sweetheart
y o u r t r u l y n o t h i n g s p e c i a l

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REB0UNDS & LiES
THAT`S ALL WE EVER*
WERE T0 EACH 0THER

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so play me back the song
from that night.
that made us fall so hard

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in order to be irreplaceable
one must always be different

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you put the city lights to shame
with those eyes of yours.

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right when i begin to enjoy life again
&start to smile for no reason.. i get reminded
of the summer &how it used to be when i was
yours.. &i begin to fall once again for the boy
who doesn't and didn't believe in anything

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& if for some reason we're not together tomorrow
i hope that little part of you still thinks of me

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take chances, be young, go crazy
drive fast, kiss slow, no regrets*

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Sing me something,
that is sure to break my heart.
Sing it slow,
so that my heart has time to fall apart.
And I promise not to let you see me cry

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I hate being alone. I can't go a
day without spilling something on myself. I hate school. I never call
anyone back. I don't like being wrong. I’m a huge procrastinator. I
act a lot smarter than I actually am. I hate being ignored. I cry. I’m
shy. I can't start a conversation with anyone. I have enemies. I
can't sing. I have horrible balance. I laugh way to loud. I can't look
anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me.

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promise me;;
that's all i want, just a promise.
a promise that you will never forget
me. tell me i changed you somehow.
let me know that i had an impact
on your life
. promise me that
you'll always remember me.

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You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It's like no matter what you did, it wasn't enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn't seem to work. And you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves

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People spend too much time finding other people to blame, too much energy finding excuses for not being what they are capable of being, and not enough energy putting themselves on the line, growing out of the past, and getting on with their lives

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memories come & go like a
dream lost in the night. but i
remember everything about you
and how you came and changed
my life

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and the truth is...we hide so we can be found. we walk away to see who will follow. we cry to see who will wipe away our tears. and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them.

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you'll be my rockstar
and i'll be your biggest fan

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