My Goodness....

You know how some things get better the more experienced you get?
Like, you start to care less or it starts to hurt less?
Like, when you know that thing is about to happen, you brace yourself?


Yeah, this isn't like that at all.



You figure it out.

Oh look, icons and quotes.
How nice.



Think of me as you undo her dress.
I hope you hear my voice as you kiss her neck
And as lust is screaming for release
I hope to God you’re remembering me



my theory was that if i stayed away from you, maybe you would realize what you were missing.



don’t you miss the nights we used to talk for hours
& i held my phone up to my music saying
" this is the part of the song that reminds me of you "



Don't start today with the broken pieces of yesterday.



Mark the places in my book with photographs we never took.



When I think of you I think of....Holding hands at the movies, kissing in the rain, lying underneath the stars, feeling no pain, dancing in the moonlight, and you running your fingers through my hair, walking at the mall leaving all others to stare and then I think of the fact that stops us is that I am not good enough for you and never will be.

I didn’t say I wanted to be your whole life.

Just your favorite part.

I never thought I’d risk the chance of getting hurt again.

But when I’m with you.

Everything’s .different

I just want this to be one time.

Where someone is to lose me.afraid

Don’t promise me forever.

Promise me you’ll .try

Let’s go dance in the rain and fall in love.

Break each other’s hearts with a goodbye.tragic

Then tomorrow, we can do it all again.

Now, there is no way to change this.So, I just photographed and framed it and it's hangingin a hallway, that we have no right to walk back down.

you`re a , an , and . you make sense, & i just wanna you.but on top of that.. i just wanted to let you knowthat you are .jerkassholeimmaturedon`t
sometimesstrangle

my everything

You can be my hopeless romantic
and i could be your classic disaster.

and , darling ;;tonight
I won't sleep.
I'm going to try my and best
preventthose
of you.dreams

I love you in a kind of way."I wish a car would hit you"

i wanted you to i to saand that you wanted to be with me.but perhaps i fight for me.
wanted youy that there wasno one else that you could
be with,ever

asked too much of you.

so talk,come on and open up.it's only me.it's the same old me.the one you to love.



used

the same--the guy alwayswhilbut is get over it, letting go
e the girl a battle so he'll fightshold on..
the thing is,all the girl really
so she can let go, too wants to do

so here's to the late night phone calls,&& laughing for .here's to the times we spent talking about nothing,and the random ' 's'and the sound of my heart when you saidyou someone new.
no reason
all night
absolutly
i love you

breaking in two
loved

i you won't calland you probably don`t carebut i you .. know

reallymisshavinghere

Day by day, nothing seems to changeBut in the end, nothing's the same




I mean without telling you?how much more obviouscan I make it

; when . When

Love comes when manipulation stopsyou think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you.When you dare to reveal yourself fullyyou dare to be vulnerable

We like &autumn leaves, staying up than the .fallshooting stars

laterstreetlights

guess people becomethe they they'd bein the end
peoplepromised never

It's like youhad it planned, its likeyou my handand said, "hey, I'm aboutto screw you over ."almost

took

big time

&& I'll it, even thoughI don't want to..I you, everytime I said Iadmit

loved
D I D N T

It's just how she .. all the wrong people wishing all the things.lives
Loving
&wrong

let`s take ride; & we can , sing, and just like – like ever went & no were ever justone moreyoume.
laughjokeold
timesnothingwrong
heartsbroken

i that you when you`re .i like that that you .i like that i still like ramble nervous
i knowramble when you`re nervous
make you nervous

think of as you .i hope you as you .&as lust is ,i hope to you`re meundo her dress
hear my voicekiss her neck
screaming for release
Godremembering me

no, i how to hold you without .don`t know shaking

&remember you`re to fallin & a before you. it doesn`t but , .. every timestill young enough
out of lovefew more times
get it just rightsound funtrustme
it`s worth itsingle

its the way that i can be a around you,yet you make me feel so beautiful,that makes me think total loser
still
it could be love

When you're smiling about somethingthat happened days you there's something to thisstill
twoago
knowmore

She all this time&& you did callwaited
never

Tonight I the car would and you'd hear the newsThen you'd ,As much as I of youprayedcrash

maybethink of me
thought

It's easier to sayI like himthen to the reasonswhy I somuch
don't
explain
stilldo

i'm going to get up and live.I'm going to , even .And maybe one day i'll have a toEveryday
breathesmile
reason

and knows that i stillfall asleep about younobody
thinking

i was about how it drives me crazyjust to feel your hand in mineand how that is.and i thought about saying no to but i have this habitof putting up on the of you & methinking

simple
hope,
funny
pictureswall

&*he whispered to her;;"the only way i could hurt you-is by holding you hand
ever
too tight"

Everytime she Everytime she She hopes, she prays that he'll be watching, be , who could this happy? [ The truth is -No one's replaced him, no one could. It just hurts laughs. smiles.

wonderingmake her

ever less this way

You know that that you can getboynever

out of your? The one that seems to to you do, every ,

head
relate everythingsong

every ? The one that, at the mere of his name, your entire lights

word
mentionface

up? The one that has full to ..Yeah, that's

capacitybreakyour heart
you

don't flatter yourself, sweetheart
y o u r t r u l yn o t h i n g s p e c i a l

REB0UNDS & LiESWERE T0 EACH 0THER
THAT`S ALL WE EVER*

so me back the playfrom that that made ussong
night.
fall so hard

in to be irreplaceableone must be differentorder
always

you the city lights to shamewith those of yours.put
eyes

right when i begin to enjoy life again&start to smile for no reason.. i get remindedof the summer &how it used to be when i wasyours.. &i begin to fall once again for the boywho doesn't and didn't believe in anything

& if for reason we're not tomorrowi hope that part of you still thinks of sometogether
littleme

take , be , go drive , kiss , no chancesyoungcrazy
fastslowregrets*

Sing me something,that is sure to break my heart.Sing it slow,so that my heart has time to fall apart.And I promise not to let you see me cry

. I can't go aday spilling something on myself. . I never callanyone back. I don't like being . I’m a huge . Iact a lot smarter than I . I hate being ignored. I . I’mshy. I can't with anyone. I have . Ican't . I have horrible . I laugh . I can't lookanyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me.I hate being alone
withoutI hate school
wrongprocrastinator
actually amcry
start a conversationenemies
singbalanceway to loud

that's all i want, just a promise.a promise that you will me. tell me somehow.let me know that i had an . promise me thatyou'll always .promise me;;

never forget
i changed you
impacton your life

remember me

You know what ? The feeling It's like it wasn't enough. And to try and capture their heart again, doesn't seem to work. And you're suddenly never be enough. And that I think hurts the mostof being replaced.no matter what you did,no matter what you doleft thinking that you'lla sudden sadness captures your heartnever really leaves

People other people to blame, too much energy being what they are capable of being, and not enough energy putting , growing, and getting spend too much time findingfinding excuses for notthemselves on the line out of the paston with their lives

& go like a. but iabout youand changedmy lifememories come
dream lost in the night
remember everything
how you came and

and ...we hide so we can be found. we to see who will follow. we cry to see who will wipe away our tears. and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and .the truth iswalk awayfix them

you'll be my and i'll be your fanrockstar
biggest

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